I quit - Nepali Sad Story

 "Hey welcome, How are you, "man with an unhealthy face asked me...

I was surprised to be there, as I remember, I was heading towards the market to buy something but hold on" where the fuck I am, and who the fuck is this old guy and why he is asking me how i am..."

Maile lamo saans fere,ani tyo manche lai sodhe 

"Hey, Ma kata chu ??"

He just smiled...

"Hey, hey don't show me that creepy smile, just tell me where i am"

oh i forget to tell you guys how the place look alike..

This place is filled up with smokes all around, charaie tira bata manche royeko aawaz matra aaudaie cha,hardly i can see one or two people around me, and yeah this creepy guy standing in front of me...Like huncha ni movie haru ma jastaie...quite, it is different to picture all of these certain things revolving around me...

Finally he replied "Gatsby,you don't know me?? I am you"

This didi ko bhai is kidding with me or he is using Sasto nasha...I am you, what does it mean,

"I am you, vannale"

"I am you vannale, ma timi nai ho,ma timro aile ko representation ho,timi aile jun haal ma jiudaie chau, ma tei ho"

What the fuck,is he really kidding, or he just wants to scare me, Arey yaar kasle biswas garcha esto kura,mental patient ho ki kya ho, or ma kunaie prank ma pareko ta chaina? ekchin ma uta camera cha, please haath halaiyedinus vanne po ho ki?? but Kei nasochi ma kei sodhne wala thiye. He intreup..

"Gatsby don't be confused, ma timi nai ho, gatsby, a small social media writer, who writes a small post, makes other people happy, love to support others, egotistical person,single child, but deep down you have sadness, a worry, a distraction, a wave of tension, anxiety,which no one knows, no one felt, that is me, I am your a resemblance of another gatsby..who showoff people " that he is the fucking legit person, that he ignores those comments which are making him sick, he doesn't need attention, he doesn't need fame, he is kindly to many people"

"Wait for a second bro, if you are me, then tell me what was the dirtiest or secret thing I have done"

Edi yo ma nai ho vane, he only knows, I only know, hyaa k vandaie chu, tatparya ma, malaie matra tha cha tyo secret Kura, so if he pretends to be me, he should know..

"You sleep with an unknown girl in just one day talk, then after she never tried to meet you "

Holly molly, Shiva Jesus Allah, how the hell he knew, Jyotish ho ki kya ho, he is fucking true...

"Listen gatsby, you are here for a reason"

"Reason??"

So usle mero haath samtayo, ani bistarie malaie tyo dhuwa bata nikaldaie euta adhyaro room ma liyera aayue,and there i saw a body, hanging to a cliff, halka table lamp ko ujayalo le hola i can see that body tara halka fulka, and tei table lamp ko tala thiyo euta note,tyo body dekhna saath i asked me(Tei gatsby vanne arkho part, sadness k k vandaie thyo tei manche,but he was ugly yaar, testo sarho ugly ni chaina ma)...

I Quit ......!!!

"Hey bro, yo kasko body ho, ani malaie kata liyera aako, and is this a suicide or what" (Mero dimag ma vako kura lai lekhera prasta parna sakdaina ma,kripya maaf gardinu hola,tara first time tyo body dekhda G fatera haath ma aako thiyo,dude you are seeing a body, hanging in a cliff of the ceiling, satho udaina ta, ek ta ma kata chu malaie tha chaina and all this stuff, ekchin saanth vayera, aafu lai himmat diyera maile uslaie sodheko ho )

"I won't say anything, just read that note which is under the table lamp, you will know whole story gatsby"

"Okay" and i started to read the note, actually tyo note navayera euta chitti thiyo, ani tyo euta panna ma esto lekhiyeko cha"

Dear Mom and Dad,

Kasari suru garu patto nai hudaie chaina,lekhna lai sayad kei kura haru pani chainan, tara janu aghi kei kura haru cha jun ma yo sano patra ma choddaie chu...Sayad yo patra tapaie haru le pauda samma, ma yo sansar ma hudina hola, maafi magne haisyat chaina hajur haru bata, asha ni gardina ki maaf garnu hola, binti cha mero kura bujhdinu hola...

Aja pahilo choti jindagi ma eti raksi pachaye k vanum, achhmma lagcha buwa le kaile jaad,churat, surti chunu vayena,tara maile kunaie pani tyagna sakina,esma ma kasaie lai ni baach dina chadaina..bigrnu ma sathi haru ko naam aauncha tara tyo kura lai hold rakhna , ani mentality ma badhna maile afu lai nai roknu parne thyo, huna ta yo kura samanye nai ho, esko karan le na maile hajur haru lai samaj ko samune naramro pare, na kaile parnechu(aba navayesi pardina hola)....

I was a well and loving kid from my childhood you know that mom, and i know the struggle behind you and dad raising me up...And i am always proud of this...i am loved by everyone, there is no any problem in my life, but deep down euta sadness le malaie mardaie cha, yo sadness kina ra kata bata aaudaie cha malaie kei tha hudaina..kehi din i am so happy, tara kehi din pachi i am way sad, tara yo sadness ma kasie lai dekhaudaina mom and dad.....you have taught me, sadness dekhaue vane manche use garchan...So i am always aware of this but still a sadness...

Why people are so fake, Euta time ma euta sanga masta ramro banne ani tespachi arkho sanga usakie kura ko bitching gardaie basne...Yo sabaie garnu vanda why the hell they don't focus on their own goals...Ma thamaunaie sakdaina mom and dad, ko ramro ko naramro, mero milne kaam garne sathi, ekasi mero barema jpt jpt bolcha, arkho staff mero kaam lai hochauna khojcha,ramro sanga bole ni mukh bangayera bolcha, ek patak milne sathi, aru ma fayada dekhera sath tehi chodcha...Ma aru lai motivation dine afaie thalo parchu mom and dad..Sabaie lai afno thau ma ramro bannu cha, ani feelings ko hatya garnu cha..Malaie yo kura haru dil khulera vannu cha tara kura share garne koie pani chaina, tapaie haru lai yo kura ma kasari vanthe, ma tapaie ko kamjor chora banne mann thiyena, tara aja dheraie kamjor vayera i want to quit this life..There is nothing now, I do have some people who adore me, but they are just for a certain time...I AM SORRY MOM AND DAD,BUT I QUIT.....

Your Son,

Gatsby

Last ko Naam paddha mero mutu jhansanga vayo, hatar hatar tyo table lamp ko ujayalo ko sahara le maile tyo jhundira ko body mathi lagaye and "That was me" 

Hunh, ma marisake?? Is it for real, kunaie sapana ta dekhdaie chaina ma, ma esto khusi chu ta, ma kasari esto garna sakchu, suicide nagarnu vanera aru lai hosla dine manche afaie suicide, esto kasari ?? ma teti samma ko kamjor ta thiyena ta ,ma khusi thiye ta, yo sadness haru kasari kata bata aayo..

Ma tala jhare, malaie uthaudaie tyo same person le ma tira aayera vanyo

"Gatsby, people here seem to be happy but deep down they are sad, they are sad of one thing that happens in their daily life, testo kura haru jun mann ko euta banda bakas ma varera rakheko huncha, some are lucky jasle esto kura share garne manche vetaunchan, tara their are many people out who are dying daily, jasko soch ma esto suicide jati khera ni aauncha ani euta perfect timing ma jati pani strong vaye ni they quit their life...and so that you did..you do have readers, people who loves you, who care for you, tara still you don't have any person to share your sadness, jasle garda tyo sadness ko bakas varidaie gayo and at last you end your life..instead of doing something that will change your point of view and others following you, you keep all that talks within you...

-The people around you are not always with you..Ho manche ko kura katchan, but taile ni ta kasie ko kura kateko holas, think about that, it's a cycle bro, kasie le ramro mannu parcha vanne chaina, raavan lai sabaie le naramro mancha ra ram lai savaie le ramro mancha vanne chaina..Show them what you are actually...

- Aja to manche ta sanga close vayera ramro kura garyo, they know about you, your work, and then they met another person whom they are now attached more, it's a simple rule of life, accept or ignore, if you ignore somebody means you are good and they are bad...It's the same cycle brother...

-Life ma jati thulo tension and pida liyera aaye ni malaie chai life ma nalera aau, lera aau tara seriously haina, euta majak ko roop ma, ma aja chu voli chaina banau, malaie esari aaune mann lagdaina...It is beautiful, aja timro yo sano galti le, kati paye ko pyaro manche gumayeko chau, think of that, no one fucking care who you are and who you will be, just focus on yourself, ignore others...Because they are suffering same...think it..remember it, sadness can be changed, but your life can't be returned after it is........"

#Stories